Wednesday, October 21, 2009

it is very cute!!

Something random to share.

I went to twitter 2 minutes ago and it said that there are too many twits and twitter is overcapacity now. Hmmm... and how randomly I found the photo is so CUTE and I love it so much! :)

Look! how cute it is and its on my desktop wallpaper now.

Update about me? I went to Vienna for SIMON BOLIVAR YOUTH ORCHESTRA FROM VENEZUELA over the weekends and it was one of my best experience in my life! Vienna is superly amazing to me and I would love to go there again when I found cheap tickets on long weekend or winter break!

Stayed tuned for my Vienna trip post! :)

Esme said it at 10:28 PM

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Saturday, October 03, 2009

Orange Moon


There we sat among the thousand
fools just like us
But not so in love like us


There we spoke of all our feelings

And dreams were born like that

And we hope for love like that


Now your dreams have changed, we're far apart

I don't know when or where to start

leading you from my mind


I want to stand with you again

I hope to find you here again

in the eternal sunshine


I'll search for the orange moon

that lit up our love on the ocean

while i held your hand


Now watch all the waves from the stones

where we gazed to the golden sun


If i see the horizon

glow just the same as it did when we stood on the hill

I'll make the arrangements, just wait on that corner for me

If you drop me a line I'll be sure to make these arrangements



Home - Mooncake- Lanterns. Amazing really amazing.


Happy Mid-Autumn festival everyone.





Esme said it at 8:18 PM

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Friday, October 02, 2009

Something nice to share


I know I have not been updating my blog for a long time. But, that was because I was really busy doing all my assignments, university application and memorizing pieces.

I did not go online chatting with most of the people and I decided not to keep in touch with everyone just for the moment. So, I'm sorry if I did not really chat with anyone of you but I strongly believe that you all will forgive me for that.

Just something that really made my day which is I got selected to be published on the UWC International website to show how UWC life is really about. I'm so happy about it because I never knew I would have such opportunity to share my amazing experiences in UWC to the world.


The questions are mainly about:

How did you find out about UWC and why did you apply?
What do you enjoy most about life at UWC?
What’s been the hardest or most challenging?
What subjects are you taking?
Of the activities you are/have been involved in at UWC (E.g CAS, Project week), which have you found the most meaningful?
What are your ambitions after you leave UWC?


I'm really excited about this and it really made my day. I strongly believe that God does make happiness in my life even though my life is like 24 hours cloudy day with storms and rains!

one of my good old times spending in Taman Sahabat.



To every of my love ones out there, good luck in everything you do. I miss single everyone of you and wish that we will live a fruitful life.



Have a nice day! :)

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Esme said it at 9:57 PM

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Monday, September 21, 2009

Interesting Quote and what I have been doing??

what can be more sillily arrogant and misbecoming than
for a man to think tat he has a mind and understanding in him, but yet in all universe beside there is no such thing?

Well, I have been really busy lately and we just done with the Environmental System's field trip. It was ok and wasn't that bad from what i expected. It was a 2 days field trip. 10 hours per day. It was super tiring and so hot under the sun and in the jungle.


As most of you might know, I'm just starting to take Philosophy this year and going to sit for Philosophy higher in 8 months. I think I can do this. It is a very interesting subject and I really love it.


I am so busy now that i really can't online that much. So anything you people just sent me msg on facebook or email. I do check on facebook and email because I just need to.


MY TOK PRESENTATION, EXTENDED ESSAY, TOK ESSAY, ENG WORLD LIT ESSAY, MEMORIZING SONGS AND SO MUCH MORE ARE WAITING FOR ME!! I can't wait to finish college and start off with something I really want to do in university.


Im starting to find my new self and adjusting my new way of living. Indeed, I really think life is precious and thoughts and feelings are as well. As i study more Philosophy (sorry bare with me cos i read too much Philosophy), I realized human is the animal made by emotions.

I mean 1st of all, the philosophers argued so much about their point of view on life or just simple, who am I? why am I on this earth? and many more to JUSTIFY their point. My point here is to say that for those Philosopher who I think is really extreme for example David Hume. He said: "THERE IS NO SELF!" i mean woah... that's really extreme but i get his point of saying that.

However I agree with his point that a lot of times, we just have the tendency to judge something based on sense perception.

So, if philosophers have so much point of view on life and they bother to write it into beautiful articles to justify their points, it shows that they actually has the emotion towards it and therefore start thinking and produce it. If not, how do you have the thought if emotion was not detect?

There is something to be think of yea? I love philosophy because it makes me think more and I could be a either more rational person or an extreme person.

Basically, I'm very distant from everyone now. I feel lonely sometimes but it's ok. Nothing can be help besides communicating through internet. I miss the second years and i miss my kch friends and i miss my family.

INTERNET, I CANT SURVIVE WITHOUT YOU!

Assembly in 15 minutes. that's all for now then. CIAO!

Esme said it at 8:53 PM

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Thursday, September 03, 2009

I'm in Italy - Back to college

WARNING: THIS POST IS GONNA BE LONG!

Internet was down for few days and it was making me crazy.

I had a very exhausting and horrible and kind of interesting journey back to Italy. I'm glad that I'm safe.

my f***ed up face. 2 am at the train station.


Well, I'm loving my new room right now! Like LOVING IT. I got the biggest and nicest view room in Foresteria with the mountain and the sea. I got the coolest roomates too. Kamile from Lithuania, Hilda from Germany and Chiara from Italy! See, how lucky I am. I know. hehe...

yea... so much things and they're all mine. Thank you germaine, olivia, Yoko, bongani, lobna, joyann for the rubbish. JK! i love u ppl! I got the most stuffz in my room!

woofer (is that how u spell?) for party users and loving the poster on my door - war end kiss in NYC!

I woke up every morning with this view through the window.
Another window from my room. Wana know what you can see out of it? Check the picture below.

TADA! DUINO CASTLE where the prince live in it! :)

i decorated my corner! nice or not? Found anything thats from you? hehe...
my desk!

meet my friends sorry, no name for them. Got the crocodile from Alessio and there is something very interesting about him. Please check my video at facebook. MUST! :)

Look at my robot alarm clock! it's so cool huh? Got it for 5 euro! Justin named it Esmoo.


I guess I was just so used to home that the other day, it was SUNDAY. obviously the shop was not open. Me and Amika just went to Emisfore and wanted to shop for our groceries but it was CLOSED and the bus left. DAMN!

Look~ we were so happy in the bus bcos the weather is so good here! :)

prove that it was closed. urgh!
we turned sad. :( :(

So, we decided to walk around Monfalcone, is a town near to Duino and we got our first GELATO! THE ONLY AMAZING THING I LOVE IN ITALY IS GELATO! You guys just need to taste the real GELATO man.



camwhor-ing is a must like duh. one from japan one for malaysia. Asian thing man! :)

Then, it was MERDEKA day which is also Enni's birthday! Yea, we celebrated it just kind of simple. We just back to college and everything is still in a not settled situation if you get what i mean. What i did was? I WAKE HER UP AT 6.30am!! hahahaah! And we had breakfast together! :)

we wore our pyjamas and had breakfast with the view of the sea.


Ok, now go on to my 1st years stories. Alrite, they are so YOUNG like 16 and interesting to me. I'm like their big sister and they just love hanging out in my room. And poor bed of mine, i think is gonna collaspe soon.


very international. trust me. asian, french, italian even arubian are here. noisy!!

we're the cool people yo! ROOM 9 ROCKS!

Alisha my prima from malaysia, justin (he talks a lot) my primo from hong kong

BEN! and my rooma from GERMANY, HILDA! :) :)


Do you wanna know how me and Earth greet our first years arrival? Check the following photos! :)

TADA! My mask very cute right?

Duino is full of us. We are like the celebrities! trust me! We're like so well known in Italy! yerrrh! Just because we're international :)

We made card. See... WELCOME LARH! hehe... Larh is malaysian ok. not singaporean ok. hehehe...

That's all for now. Party photos and more will be up soon. Stayed tuned.

Esme said it at 4:44 PM

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Friday, August 28, 2009

Goodbye Cat City, my lovely hometown

Goodbye food.... goodbye laksa, goodbye kampua, goodbye teh c peng 5 layer, goodbye ice-kacang, goodbye rojak, goodbye seafood the list will go on and on.

Oh yes, Esme Wong is leaving Kuching and heading back to Italy to continue her studies.

So, questions asked by most people?

1. Are you coming back next year?

~ I think I defintely will be back before I'm going to Uni again.

2. When?

~ I'm not so sure because I might be flying straight away to the place where I'm going for my University studies.

3. So that's mean you might not be coming back?

~ Yea, if that's the case.

4. Rainfest next year?

~ If I get the chance, I would. Trying to bring some hotties back yea.. (that's for manda ningkan! She is excited about that.LOL!)

I guess I had answered the questions that most of you asked. I will miss all of you lots. Do visit me in Europe. Everyone is welcomed even the person I hate. For example... LOL! I don't hate people bcos I tried but I can't. So, everybody is welcomed.

Our clubbing nights in kuching? eh! My clubbing gang... Im missing you all d. We had so much fun and crazy nights together. Yes, wait for me and I'll be back and we go again. LOL! Don't club so much larh! YERRH especially the gay gang arr! hehe... :)

Alright, packing packing packing.

XOXOXO MY LOVERS. You know who you are.

Esme said it at 12:48 AM

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Thursday, August 20, 2009

to move on or to keep trusting

Studying hamlet at the moment. to be or not to be.

ok, for me is to move on or to keep trusting.

hahaha... ok actually not funny.

Human are weird. I think we're the weirdest animal on earth. we trying so hard to get something we want but then we do hesitate is this the right choice, is this the best?

And then, sometimes, we met failure in life, then as positive thinkers would do, it's ok, gain a lesson from the failure and keep moving on. Alrite, so now, it goes the question to move on or to keep trusting that i can do this right for the next time?

I think human just thinking too much. ok perhaps just me?

A lot of things spinning round in my head. Questions? Carrier? Love? Friends? Family? Burden? God? everything that we will usually think of start hitting my head now. I guess this is call growing up.

For me, i really don't think philosophy of let it go or let it be works. because i guess nothing is solve in that way or perhaps running away from it.

My philosophy is face it and get yourself hurt ( i know some people must be saying U're insane!) but that's the best way to face problem. It's the truth and my philosophy is always about honesty and face it! Be strong! :)

Obviously i'm facing a lot of changes right now, the pressure of entering a new world, sos needed in $ and basically life. Well, im starting to love english literature, philosophy and music studies. It really makes me think a lot.

The more i study and research on those, I really realized im actually an artist(yerrh! wana be). I mean well this sound stupid but is kind a true. I'm an very emotional person and I'm just can be so emo and happy at the same time. Im just really sensitive to something that deal with feelings and yea...

At the moment, I'm looking forward to college and have a good start again. IB exams is in 9 months time. I think I can do it. Everything else I will leave it to God.

Esme said it at 11:36 AM

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